JOE IS DYING

sangat ingin upgrade 500d canon gua jadi T2i.. bisa buat bikin video. terus gua tinggal maen, maen dan maen. cuma gua ngak mau seru yang sementara. anything sementara itu nga seru. tapi gua juga ngak tau seru yg selamanya itu apa? jadi, in the mean time, kita seneng-seneng yg bsk ngak seneng dulu kali ya.

i cut my tongue with my teeth its frosty outside i think my lips dried up i lost my lipbalm im sick infected two days ago i prayed for healing it came during the time i needed it now its back and tomorrow i need it gone again there's a white frost strip on my neighbor's roof i find it funny that the sun didn't melt it

asli, seharusnya saya either tidur atau ngerjain PR sekarang. i mean, it's almost 6 in the morning. cuma, rasanya pengen nulis. saya udah lama ngak nulis dalam bahasa ibu saya (ibu saya, bukan ibu kamu!), perut lagi lapar tapi saya tau kalau saya makan, that's another 15 minutes of straying away from finishing the tiny bits of my green screen piece. nah, hayo, balik lagi inggrisnya. disatu sisi saya pengen bisa lancar ngomong bahasa inggrisnya, ngak ngadat kaya truk tronton di hari lebaran. cuma disisi lain, saya pingin juga ngelancarin lancarnya nulis dalam bahasa indonesia. ngak mikir2 setiap sepuluh detik untuk satu kata yang pas, atau menulis bahasa indo dalam struktur bahasa inggris (seperti apa yang biasanya saya sering menemukan diri saya membuat. apakah ini artinya kecepataan berfikir saya sekarang mulai menurun? seperti stamina saya dan kekuatan saya untuk bangun pagi? AH TIDAK!! hidup ini begitu... ps: bus 41 mulai beroprasi lagi. itu artinya sudah ada orang yang pe...

i was on artist overload today, i guess. i've never seen stars this way before: that they are glorified-humans. sure, they looked good, they sang and dance well. but to see it all through, who gave them that glory that they worked for? the fans, the people. stars were there to entertain others. and in return, we lift them up on stage and shower them with glitter and gold. isn't that one of the nicest things people can do; to give? now coming from another tangent. i just watched taeyang's newest video . i passed out after the first minute, but regain my consciousness soon - yet soon enough my mouth was agape in disbelief. after taeyang's hotness faded, the music video was more like a collage of taeyang in different costumes, singing and showing his abs. no story line, no beautiful graphic candies. the song itself, i bet, doesn't mean nothing to the singer. is it a true heart cry? no, it's pure entertainment. why are there long-legged dancers sitting around him, t...

saya ngak pernah suka cowok dan akhirnya persue any of them i figured, they are not the one and they should never be selama ini, saya sadar kalau pilihan saya ini benar masalahnya, gimana kalau cowo yg selama ini udah saya tunggu, yg uda claim spot di hati saya sebelum saya sadar, akhirnya saya kikis keluar dari pikiran saya dan menjadi salah satu dari kelompok besar cowok2 yg terlupakan tapi saya juga ngak mau coba2 celana dalem sebelum beli. saya mau langsung ambil celana dalem, rasain bahannya, check ukurannya di pinggang untuk 5 detik, dan langsung beli.

BANG! shut up, alarm!

anxiety comes with trembling hands, and so is excitement. probably serial killers trembles a lot.

Here's a list, in no particular order of the Random Things that makes me Happy: 1. Waking up with a great song in my head, and getting that feeling like God is calling me for a conversation. You know, that happily longing, peaceful feeling? 2. Fantastic laughs from my friends, especially when playing sports while crazy-dancing [all thanks to Gorby] 3. Great Songs [especially those legit, free songs] 4. Seattle's sunny, blue-sky, cool day 5. Awfully Sweet Inspirations; photos, videos, music, designs, books, city explorations, conversations 6. curious things that amused me in some random way oh, happy memories! thanks, maya , for tagging me. thank you lord, for letting me get all these every single day! i'm feeling the love, xoxo! therefore, im spreading this love to: nandya mia ferna janit

kalau kamu bilang: bicara begitu terlalu "artistik". penuh lika liku, aneh didengar, tertempa makna tersirat. saya bilang: alasan kamu masih berlanjut: terkadang menjurus, terkadang terlalu abstrak. lalu kamu akan berbisik: jadi penulis saja, biar cocok dengan rambut mu yang ikal tak tersisir, biar cocok dengan wajahmu yang tak bisa dibilang cantik, biar cocok dengan perawakanmu yang mirip preman. asal tak merokok dan bersumpah serapah, saya tetap kan jadi temanmu... ya, walau kau miskin. dan berbaju hitam tiap hari. balasan saya: semua kentut itu bau kamu akan menaikan satu alismu dan aku akan tertawa kamu akan menggelengkan kepalamu: gila anak art . ps: i love you my friends. silahkan salahkan major saya, tulisan ini memang overly-sarcastic to the point of pembualan dan omong kosong, rekayasa tak berakhir. Tenang, saya tidak ada masalah dengan kata2 "dasar, anak art" saat saya mulai berlagak aneh. memang saya aneh. dan kalian tetap sayang saya. itu kan, teman yang...

Does anybody knows the word after they sing the famous "we did it, we did it, we did it, hooray!"? i am very curious. and let me assure you, i am extremely curious. i am one of those people who liked to sing stupid songs obnoxiously in public. and Dora's song is one of my favorite when i cheered for a friend. Sadly, i never get that next word right, is it "bolisimos", "polisimos", "belisimo"? Help, the song is not complete without the word! Countless sad children are counting on this lyrical emergency. you do know i was being sarcastic...

I've read over, and over again how people are unsuccessfully trying to translate the title of this novel turned movie. Laskar Pelangi literally means Rainbow Warriors, or Rainbow Soliders. That gets me irritated because, trully, any phrase with the word "rainbow" connected with a masculine noun to it like "squad", "gang", "crew" or what have you, will sounds funny. And with all due respect to whoever is trying to translate "Laskar Pelangi" to English, i think it's better that you use another word other than "rainbow". It makes you think of a pink pony, galloping away in lolly land. It's not as poetic as it should be, it's not as inspiring as it is intended. So, here is my proposal. "Band of Color" which is a synonim to Rainbow. The "laskar" is implied in "band" as it depicts a group, or a collection of people with the same vision. At least, that is the closest i could get to transl...