JOE IS DYING

i got sick. damn sick. it's like hangin in a place which is HOT. but i'm COLD inside. get the feeling ? i got a fever. and it's like 39 degrees. my eyes are all watery and i dun want to eat any. ha! poor me-poor me (--_--). the sickness last for two days. the first SICK DAY is on Saturday Night, after i watched a movie with Lilo and Ars. Just Like Heaven. and my life after dat, is Just Like Hell. then, on monday till thursday... i get a total bed rest. i sweat like mad...coz Jakarta is soooo freaking Hot. and it's not hot like... miami or somethin. it's hot like damn sahara. hiks. so if anybody know how to stop this flue. u are more than welcome to tell me. btw, i got a bad soar throat. so... anybody knows how to stop this soar ?? i cant even sing... yea rite, joe

damn shit !!! well, the thing wiv me... is dat guys dat (u know) had always been those disgusting figures ! and i'm like... DAMN !! i got this guy dat makes me like... FREAKED OUT. coz he never stops chcking me out. LIKE DAMN !!!!!!!! u know dat i hate him. i'm soooo fucking dperesed. i hate him so. he can't stop barging me off. and i can't handle it. it's controlling my mind, body and soul. so im ma kill him. once and for all. HAHAHAH (evil laugh ^^) YEEEEAAAAA RITE ! joe

waaazzzz up ppl ?? i'm back at school once again and i'm 'hanging out' in the libary (haha... remember the previous post... i'm not thinking obout it again, dude ! but i got a new prob. later i'll tell u. so many ppl here, and i;m not gonna post it rite now.), doing an economy project with Dita. haha. these girls, beside me, are talking about the exorcism of emily. i'm not in the mood of watching movies. coz i just borrowed 2 dvds from DITA !!! haha... mau nonton, jack !! it's u got served & raise ur voice. yearite !! joeeeeeee

my internet jammed. so i had to go to the it room to post all these. haha i'm just telling ya guys, dat i'm in the middle of making my newest-first novel. cheers ! hip-hip-huraay !!! haha.need to listen to mr.tommy (my it teacher) yea rite joooeeee

first thing first u guys... i wanna say Happy BDAY to my FAvourite Bro ther-bother [i only had 1 bro. haha] !!! he's turing 14 rite now, and i need to buy somethin good for him. but i have no friggin idea ! suggestion pls ! his friends bought him an ELECTRIC guitar . EPIPHONE !!! it's red, bloody red and it's EPIPHONE !!! haha. lucky him ! he's always wanted an electric guitar. he's really-really-really EXCITED. i can feel it.well, anyway. happy bday, joseph . all i can do is pray for u, give u a little luck and... think something cool to buy for u. then... today, is the first day @ school after the ONE WEEK holiday for LEBARAN. i'm really sleepy coz yesterday i slept at 1 am. haha ! i prayed alot. dun know why. i just prayed. b4 dat, i congratz' my bro for his bday @ 12.59pm and i talked with my whole fam...then i prayed alone in my room [like wot i just said]. in the morning, i woke up at 6 and i went to school at 6.15. preety late. but the thing is.....

i never thought dat 1 week holiday will be this boring ! coz i never thought dat i wont go anywhere within this 1 week holiday. haha. all i do @ home is sitting on my bed and read ELDEST. Christoper Paolini's newest novel, from his trilogy. it's the 2nd book after Eragon and i can't stopi reading. haha ! well, i admit... it's not dat boring when i read the book. but it's so frustrating when i remembered that i make a big mistake by staying home this whole week ! i could enjoy my self... but no, i choose to read and relax. but it's a good thing, anyway. i can be 100% clear for the next school day. YEAH ! 2 days ago i went to the salon, get a new hair cut (it's doesn't have dat HUGE impact on my appereance, though ^^). then, today i went to Plasa Senayan. went to the starbucks while my mom-dad and sister went to kinokuniya, the international bookstore (buying another book), and reading Eragon while drinking the Mango Citrus. drifting in Eldest fantasy a...

felt so bored... i'm now downloading some songs from the Lime Wire . haha. thank GOD for a little technology, i can head sum songs while making this post. right now, i dun have any tv at my house. it felt so... boring. it's been five months or... half a year, i havent watched any tv. and it's a huge relieved if i can WATCHED a show of HBO. i missed tv show. i missed HBO, Cinemax, Hallmark, AXN, Cartoon Network, Star World, Disney Channel, Nickelodeon, MTV, etc . I NEED A LITTLE TV ! i wonder how can i pass this 1 week 'lebaran' holiday at home, doing nothing more that doing my homework, painting, playing internet, posting @blog, and doing some PS paintbrush search . wish me luck. yea, rite. JOEE

Ahahahah !!! thank GOD ! all my work for this friday is acomplished ! it's done... i did it ! i didn't run away even though i got scared. my teacher is not amd at me and she asked about why am i being sick on the other day. and i just answered i got headache and stomachache. fufufu. i'm so happy but in the same time, sooo... confused. i wish u guys just close ur mouth and dont gossip me around. like some girls in my school dat can't stop talking about other's ppl live. now, today after a little drama practice with the 'pygmaleon and galathea' crew, after fitting for a super sexy constume back in level4, i went down to the libary and meet up with my friends. boys - and kak' amy. we talked and chat. i joked around with the security guard (haha),his name is Dede. and talked to a guy dat for now... i need to make rated it ; lets call him JECKY. haha ! nice name. he's not in my class, so we talked rarely. he's older but has the same height as me. whic...

it's 10 more minutes... ten more minutes before i start going to my piano class. my stomach is grumbling now. and i hate it i hope i didn't run away again, as wot i do the other day. just wish me luck and pray for me. haha ! so dat my piano teacher wont be mad at me. comments please !

haha. well, today is friday. i'm gonna have my PIANO CLASS today. i wonder how it's gonna turns out. becoz' i havent went there for 3 weeks. which means, i can get a lot of practice from that 'abesent' days. but the thing is, i'm not really that coordinate. i can't manage my time that fine. haha. which means, i didn't practice dat much. there's still some things - some note that i can't play dat good. but anyway. as i was saying on the other day. today, i got bio quiz. and it's not that hard becoz ( dun tell anyone )... i got a little cheat from the other class. now, here's ars... she's been sitting here for a sec and now he' saying dat the bio test is hard. haha. here goes nothing... -----------++----------- JOE !! Ur so MEAN !!! IN englisH ?? u know...my english is not that good !!!!!! oh.....how bout both ?? Eng- Ind ?? OK ??? OK! !!!! HUEHUEHUEHUEHuhuehuehue... ok.....start from ......................what ?!!! ...actually ...

arrgggghhhh !!!!! i can't say this in english dat fuckin' good. but damn, yesterday was crazy !!! i tried to post a new 'post' at my blog. this blog. and u know wot, i can't. the computer kept telling me dat... THE BLOG U ARE FINDING IS NOT AVAILABLE. or some sort of thing like dat. " gue benci blog gue !!! knapa gak bisa di post kemaren ?? padahal kemaren itu ada kejadian penting, bowww !!!" which means... " damn, i hate this BLOG ! why can't i post yesterday ?? " SOOOOO... today, i got all crunked up. i got 3 test today. bahasa indonesia, chemistry and english. gosh !!!! i'm tired of thinking. i can do my english quite easily. so do bahasa. but CHEMISTRY... WAS A HELL OF A FRIGGIN' TEST !! it's hard. it's always been hard. i never been good at chemistry. theennnn, mr. ricky (he's in the same room with me rite now, flirting to the libarian), the IT teacher, recomended me to joined the binus univ. competition at designing ...

i've been reading this books. one, Eragon. and the other two is comics. Death note and Full Metal Alchemist. all of them are GREAT THINGS!! the stories are cool and unforgettable. one of the un-puttable things. once u read it. u can't stop for more. haha ! i'm addicted to Dragons in ERAGON, FMA, DN and...NARUTO !!! u really need to read all of them u can find it in book stores. but if u wanna get it for free, just check these websites out: FMA: www.readmanga.com DN: www.mangaviewer.com Naruto: www.narutokun.com boy... i'm a psyco ! why ? because i'm such a huge fan of Kakashi. a character from naruto. who is REALLY DAMN HOT !!! haha. and i want him 2b real. that's crazy, huh ? wanting for something that's nt gonna happen. yeah, whatever.

well, today's title really suit my mood. tomorrow is friday. and i ALWAYS HATE FRIDAYS. WITH ALL OF MY BLOODY HEART ! i hate friday coz on that day. 5 pm to be exact, i got my classic piano class. with my FUCKIN PIANO TEACHER! she keep yealling at me, be mad at me and not to forget PISSING ME OFF !!! URRGGHHH !!!! i keep telling my parents to get me out of dat cursed piano lesson, but they never do. and i hate them for that. not that i hate 'em like mad. but i just felt... FRUSTRATED. i've went to dat piano class for 4 years. with the same teacher. with the same feeling in my heart. frustration. despration. that depresed that i wished at my b'day candles dat i can quit my piano class. and go for jazz. HUH ! is dat so hard to do ?! NO. i dont think so. that frustrated dat i prayed to GOD so i can be dead on thursday, before my piano class. i know that ain't gonna happen. i don'twanna die anyway. i wanna live my youth days happily, without this whole PIAN...

well-well-well, i just wanna tell u guys that back @ ma house, i have no tv. wew...isn't dat cool ? *sacrastic tone*. haha...so i'm kindda bored rite now, i dun have tv...and all i have is my laptop. hikz...well, but 2 days ago... i managed to WATCH the HBO @ my grandparents house. haha! * yipeey !* now, i got there (to my gramp's house) at 11 pm. coz my grandpa was calling my dad and he says dat we(me, my bro-sis, dad)have to stop by there and have a chat with my grandma. the thing is, we were having our Movie Nite (we watched White Chicks for the 10000000000times.). yeah, so we go there and My Grandma is SICK. she can't sleep and her heart beat is not normal. my dad checked her pulse and take her to the hospital. while, me and my sibs WATCHING TV !!! haha,,, so cool. AT LAST we can have a little time on tv. we watched Peter Pan on HBO and other movies.Hhhhh... it's a great day. we went home @ 2pm and continued our movie nite until 3. get to sleep and ... woke up a...

hello there. my name is Johanna aka JOE. what's up ? i just had my middle term holiday from BiNus. it's my high school. BiNus stands for, Bina Nusantara. which in english... it means To Taught the Country. great huh ? well, incase u havent recognise...i'm indonesian. and IM NOT A TERORIST ! haha. well, yesterday...was great. i watched a concert, by Maliq & D'Essentials . For your info, maliq is not a guy's name. it stands for Music And Live Instrument Quality. they are totally cool. they play this soulful music and i love it. from 1,5 hours all i can do is dance with the beat, clap my hands up, sing and smile. it's a great feeling...coz' i havent been so happy. havent dance thet free and it was my first time went to a concert with a known-band playing their gigs. they first start it all with sunshine...which can't be found. remembering that it's a NIGHT...7pm. and put all the other stuff into it. we cried out for more @ 8 coz that's all the...