JOE IS DYING

well, the title just said it all. i lost my USB. therefore i lost 70% of my important works ; drama sound fx, the school production's ads, photos, my very own editted effects script of Narnia and heaps more. how could such an imporatant thing got out of my hand ?! -i wish i hadn't write that coz the answer is pretty obvious- it's small ( smaller than the size of my pinkie finger), rather transparent, very light and i last used it on last Sunday august 25th at 3 am. i felt like hurting myself - metaphorically speaking. later, clumsy joe

1. since i have been through a lot of earthquakes from the last 17 years of my life, a 7 Lichter earthquake didn't really buzz me much. it was just like a little shake treatment with shaky atmosphere as well. 2. expatriates teachers were like 'oh gosh. its an earthquake'. coz sadly they've never felt it before. does that makes me really lucky ? yeah i guess. BY THE WAYYYY... last night my mom said that she felt another earthq last night. real small one i guess. coz none of us (dad, me and the kids) felt it and my mom was the only one who was half sleeping. all of us were having some major gossiping time. haha. i don't know it was a real earthq or anything since i got no TeVo at home and radio isnt really the family's fave... so news dont really travel fast in my place. saddening, huh ? later, joe

ok, since everyone is so keen to find out how the jakarta's august 8th 2007 earthquake feels like.. here's the aftermath of it (8 hours after at bina nusantara high school): 1. it became a huge topic at the cafeteria and classes. everyone was like "Did you feel the earthquake last night ??" it's quite incredible that most of my friends did not feel the 7.4 Magnitude earthquake. Logically, they have got to wake up from all those shakings and grumbblings of the earth. My drama teacher said that he was soooo tired that he thought it was not an eathquake. just a bunch of crazy teenagers having loud banging music and some great moshing session that made his bed shook tremendously. My classmate, meiling, instantly called her neighbour about the earthquake and sadly the neighbour, Stefano, did not realize it was an earthquake until she called. (she's so happy that i write her name here. haha) 2. things are pretty much the same. nothing looks wrecked or anything such...

{Left - Right: Melissa, Alyssa, Meiling, Mr.C, Ames, Almira, Martin} {Lower part: Joe} It is a customary for my school (bina nusantara high) to held a big drama production at the very least once a year. In february 2006, for instance, BiNus did "The Wiz" with me as the wicked witch of the west a.k.a the friggin' bitch. In november 2007 we planned to do "The Lion, The With and The Wardrobe - Narnia". The 12 Arts is going to be the production team with the famous most intriguing Mr.C as our supervisor plus director, and meiling as our super busy producer.The assistant dierctor is Almira, while costumes will be taken care by alyssa, ames and melissa. on the other hand set goes right into the man's hand - the only man in our class- Martin. Lights, Sound, Music and Stage FXs will be gently handled by yours truly. yay ! For the time being we are tres tres busy. We had a production team meeting once a week (not that we dont meet everyday, but we just take a specia...

well, i will just pretend that this blog will not be read by any people. it will be a total secret. just between me and the world wide web (which i'm going to pretend that is not world wide). i mean, it is sucha small possibility for you to find my blog out of a hundred million other blogs (which are obviously much more interesting than mine). i just stopped myself from reading a book called "easy" by a author that i cant remeber (no offence but i really cant. i'm stupid. Whatever, sue me). The book generally is about sex, men, couple days of celibacy and more sex. the thing is, not that i dont think sex is good, but when you are in a state where you aren't supose to have sex... you kindda think about it. and i know it's wrong. but, HELP, i cant stop it. ok. recess time is over. i have to stop. LATER ! joe

hi. it's me again. cant believe im starting this thing again. haha. well, i've always begin a post with a question. and pne of my very usual question to start a post is, "what happened to you today?". now this, is a story you dont get to read everyday. an earthquake just happened at indonesia. at my house. at 11.30-ish. i cant believe it. i cant believe it! it's so friggin cool. My chair was wobbling so i guess i've been fidgetting when i surf the web occasionally. The thing is, i was not fidgetting. then my eyes darted to one of my father's ancient crystal lamp which is by that time vibrating. does that means something, like God is telling me to turn of the internet and get to sleep coz it's a school night ? Then i looked up to the so-called chandelier behind me and i saw it was swingin like somehow it found a sort of funky music to groove into. I guess it's not one of those bed time stories from God. I finally said to my self that it was an earth...

These are the pictures taken from Pancious restaurant in March 2007. a lovely cafe set in a green-maroon comfy air. They sell foods from Original Pancakes, untill scruptious Black Forest Pancake with a touch of strawberries in an ocean of melted dark chocolate and 3 thick pancakes plus a delicately cold chocolate ice cream. If you are a sweet food freak, you should came to this cafe. located in Permata Hijau, near Hero Permata Hijau, you will fell in love with its' atmosphere of eat and talk. A lovely place to hang out, but romantic enough to be your dating spot. FYi, the place has a swimming pool at the back that looks tempting for a splash... i went there with my friends from (12 Biology, 12 art and 12 Physics G). we all enjoy the foods and have sworn an oath that we will eat all the menus from this restaurant before we graduates in December. and may god help us.

i love you guys !! haha i've never met them ever since June 2005. and yesterday evening i finally met them and it was such a relieve to saw them doing fine. i'm glad i had such a great friends in junior high. That is one reason why i would never regret my school years. tribute to my St.Laurensia friends: Rossy, Mochee, Heidi, Helen, KC, Steffi, BB, Brigit, Angel, Flo, Gledys, Jeanice, Adrienne (the bday girl) Tia, Clarissa, AL, Calvin, hansen, Koen, April, Andrew Nawruz, Prana, Awan and some more people that i can't name. joe

never. never -i shall tell you - to underestimate the power of literature. since seventy percent of my grades are depending on how i write. now that sucked. i'm a bad writer. that , tells you enough about me. darn it.

a smart way to stop people from smoking. if you enjoy funny things and isn't sensitive enough to feel stabbed. you are free to see some of these ads i found in www.medialit.med.sc.edu check it out. they might make you laugh real loud. joe.is.me

i just reviewed a work by Richard Hamilton of 'what is it that makes today's home so different, so appealing ?' at school today. it pops. you know what i mean. According to Wikipedia.com, this 10 1/4 x 9 3/4 collage, is a mirror to what happens at home; a secure and private place. TOday's home was filled with popular - mass produced - gadgets. back in the 1956, it may be that black record player or the square thick television or maybe that red thong. But however the popular gadgets turns to some newly made- high tech items, these stuff would always take over our homes. A concerete example is how my drama class would only run smoothly if the whole class are understanding and speaking the same TV shows, the new movies, the new artists, the characters in a movie that we can peg our drama characters on, the stupid things that Paris had done over the few weeks and more. It is soooo irritating for a girl like me - that could only survive studying without any TV (you know my s...

man, im so tired... i've been sleepin real late these days. i got this 'Event Organizer' thingy that make me work day and night. the thing is, i LOVE it ! it's like... to do this, i gotta be really-really tired. but i know that once this thing had finished, it all gonna be LOVELY. it's not the matter of pride, but the feeling of doing it. and maybe i'm gonna laugh it all off to be add on my tired list, i am really dissapointed in Portugal and Brazil and Ghana, for not winning the world cup ! man !! who am i gonna choose Italy or France. i'm gonna go for Italy. france are too proud of themself. happy for beatin' up brazil from the last worldcup till now ? Na'ah, Italy... i hope u gonna do the payback ! PLEASE. WELL, back to the first topic. tomorrow is THE orientation day. the 3 days i've been planning for the last 6months or more. well, yes i'm tired but there will be 3 days of FINISHING that tiredness into something that i guarantee that i w...

i'm repenting. back to my good side--right path and back to JESUS. haha...well, right now... i'm admiring RENT. the best musical movie i've ever seen. although the homoandlesbians thingy is kindda... *sigh* i dunno... NOT (sorry, if u're not agreed). Hmmm... the other thing is...u'd be bored coz i've been saying this things since... THOUSANDS of year ago... i'm re-doing my novel. haha. that's why it aint finished till now...HIXXX...!!! well wish me luck. OH BY THE WAY, i got B for my art subject. not the best i can (i want an A...but...maybe my teacher wouldn't agree, huh?), but it's one of the high mark in my class. HAHA... JOOOEEEE

i'm sorry, had to break it up in indo. gue mau matiii !!! essay drama ini bikin hidup gue memusingkan ! berapa lama harus gue bikin essay on hippolyta (the queen of the amazon). dasar clerance....menyebalkan !!!! kenapa harus bikin ttg karakter gue. susah bgt !!! gue pusing mau nulis apa ??!!! dan gue nggak bisa fokus !!! adiooohh !!! gimana klo gak selesai besok. BISA MATIIII !!!! mana essay sosiolgi juga blum selesai. AH ! tau, dah ! xxx, joe RIP

lovely news coming... THE SCHOOL"S gonna buy me a new phone !! eheheheh... so happy(thank God) and they'll pay me back my money ! yey !! so happya nd relieved. but again... there's still much to do back at 11 art. drama essays and character monologue as Hippolyta really freaking me out. i need to do them ASAP !! Next one Visual Art projects...then tons and tons of test. that's why i need a great deal of sleep. i'm so tired to go to the warnet. on and on and on again because my internet are off againa and i still need to do some typings and my mom bring the laptop. so i'm totally tired. hope i can go to sleep. but i have things to do tomorrow: 1. Visual Art Projc. 2. Sociology test 3. History test 4. IT homework 5. Japanese class Oh God... help me. i need sleep ! xxx, JOE [innamoratti]

Java Jazz,,,great one. i cant believe i goto that place. it's a totally awsome thing. there's a lot of jazz musicians coming there yesterday to performed. i watched JDS (jakarta drum school), my friend, MIRA, are one of the rebana players. andi also watched Ello(indo singer), Incognito, Sova and jazz community from indonesia. there's a los this one guitarist who played gypsies songs, that i forgot their name. but it's lovely. but there's one thing that i hate about java jazz, it's a smoking place. ppl are smoking all over the place that i cant breathe normally. I HATE IT !!!! outside of that it's cool. Oh, one more thing. regarding the food, MONOPOLY !!!we can't bring drinks and foods insice. so we have to buy some inside if we gonna stay up late. do ya know how much the mineral water bottle cost...RP.10,000 !usually it's only 1,000 !!! they are a bunch of ppl who loves ciggarettes and money. hix...but it's actually a great festival. i like it. o...

Ooy,,, howdy folks. the wiz musical play is about to start...in like... 2 days. oh GOSH. not that nervous...excited but also tired...coz' MY CORSET (costume) really HIT me in the ribs. killing me slowly. every time i take a pose. HIX !! okay... yesterday we got this run through with costumes and make ups. it's not that good in the first. but the 2nd run through was better. so... please make your way to JCC @ 25th of NOV. to watch the wiz @ 4pm. for reservation pls call BiNus High. wot's more, ya... i FELT GREAT becoz i dun have to think about piano. but tired on the same time coz i got sooo much things to do. and i kept getting home late. yesterday, i got an interview for the 2 weeks homestay @japan. WOOOHOOOOO !!!!! a step closer to Japan. i really wanted to go. so i made my best to anwer all the questions on the day itself. i end up making a loud volume voice. but it's ok. and... i got all the questions answered clearly with ENGLISH. i choose answering 'em in engl...

i'm getting better these days, dude. my mind is not ill anymore. so iguess u know wot i get... I GET OUTTA PIANO CLASS FOREVER ! forever out from YPM ! and... i get my japanese lessons, too. OH and... today i got called with Kak Imel (my piano teacher) and she asked me about the piano test. and i said...i'm not joining. she said i have to asked YPM about the procedure of stoping the lessons. and i said YES right away ! i'll call 'em ASAP! and... another good news that i THANK GOD SOOOOO MUUCH is that i done this japanese essay for 2 weeks homestay @ japan FREE from KUMON. and KUMON said that i'll be interviewed with the other ppl. soo...i hope i can pass it and go to JAPAN. it's always been my dream ! HOHOHOHO...wish me luck. i;m praying to pass. i really need to go there and meet ICHIGO (loh ??) so guys.. pray for me. i'm @ ART pathway rite now... so i got lotta ART things to do and research for... WISH ME LUCK one more time. KISS KISS KISS smoochies and ...

hi, y'all. i've been wondering around the internet. try to find some facts of matisse. y;all know him ? he's my first FAVOURITE ARTIST !!!! haha... at last i like one of them. i hate van gogh (the paintings is... scary), beckmann's paintings are also scary, modaglini's (what's his face again ??) paintings are soooo unreal. but matisse's are the greatest ! very modern, bright colours... LOVE IT !!! oh, good news is i dun go to my piano class anymore. and i dun care about it anymore. bad news is i need to memoriza my 'dont nobody bring me no bad news' song for THE WIZ musical play at JCC (jakarta COnvention Centre) at 25th of feb. ordinary news is... HAPPY VALENTINE and i... dun have any boyfriend. SO... it's a valentine for family and friends. not, lovers. oh, AND GOD ! 'happy valentine, JESUS. love U sooo... '. today we had this praise and worship service for christian back at school. a partor from IES (pastor steve) is speaking up front....

my head is soooo FUCKED UP ! okay, here's the thing. i'm so fucking frustrated that i cried every time i think about PIANO. i even can't breathe normaly. (sigh) my mom says dat i can STOP playing piano. stop my piano class. (thank GOD !) but i got 3 more weeks before the piano test and it's driving me crazy, wether to choose STOP RITE NOW and BE GONE FOREVER... or STOP AFTER THE TEST and the whole year wouldn't be a fucking waste. if i think abput it LOGICALLY i'll choose the 2nd choice. but if i think about me. my heart. my emotional brain, i'll choose number 1. coz i cant stand it ! i'm like a very frustrated person that can't even think about anything except that piano problem ! i'm so FUCKED UP !!!!!!!!!