there's a beautiful mess inside

Who doesn't know yael naim's "new soul" song for the mac book ad. she's a fantastic singer. a french girl, grew in israel. she has fantastic voice and she's very talented. listen to her "toxic" cover in youtube. Yeah, that's the one that Britney sang.

I just received an e-mail from my ex-future-host mom. she withdraw her offer as a host family. i cant tell how i feel right now. i'm back to ground zero, ladies and gentleman. please pray for me.

"Far far, there's this little girl
she was praying for something to happen to her
everyday she writes words and more words
just to speak out the thoughts that keep floating inside
and she's strong when the dreams come cos' they
take her, cover her, they are all over
the reality looks far now, but don't go

how can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
how can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
oh oh oh oh" - Yael Naim "Far Far"