JOE IS DYING

I've been eating too much these days. Too much, and not often enough. I would find myself shoving down food for dinner after being left starving for the whole day. Then around 2AM be wide awake because of the hard-working digestive system. Like right now. My bod is not with my brain. My stomach is definitely sagging lower and lower. Why do I have to eat too much.. *rubs belly to the floor*

Listening to B talking about opacity and computers and monitors makes me smile. This guy is one hell of a genius, in a very likable but cynical way. I just wich dia lebih sering mandi (jahat). One of our quotes about good weathers in Seattle: B: I don't know why people like the sun more than the moon. Give the moon some love. J: Well, the moon don't shine. It only reflects the light from the sun. The sun shines. B: The moon shines, the sun blinds!

In less than 2 months, I'll be turning 23. I have not keep an eye out for my birthday since I was 10. Why am I anticipating my turning 23? Partly because a couple of days before that would be the end of my american work permit. I would have a 60 day grace period to pack my bags and leave. So, I fully intend to make my possibly last chapter in Seattle (or America) a good one. Writing "last chapter" feels like a strong closed gate, but it's not. It's just the end of a season in my life. I want to start listing down the things I've learned in this city. If I'm lucky, I'll get to list #23 when I turned 23. So, let's start. 1. Be welcoming. Say "Hi," smile, speak your mind, be funny, get stupid, don't be afraid to show it. Be welcoming to people, and their responds . If there's any culture shock that I've gone through, it would be the friendliness of most Seattleites. I was smiled to by people I don't even know, and it