JOE IS DYING

felt so bored... i'm now downloading some songs from the Lime Wire . haha. thank GOD for a little technology, i can head sum songs while making this post. right now, i dun have any tv at my house. it felt so... boring. it's been five months or... half a year, i havent watched any tv. and it's a huge relieved if i can WATCHED a show of HBO. i missed tv show. i missed HBO, Cinemax, Hallmark, AXN, Cartoon Network, Star World, Disney Channel, Nickelodeon, MTV, etc . I NEED A LITTLE TV ! i wonder how can i pass this 1 week 'lebaran' holiday at home, doing nothing more that doing my homework, painting, playing internet, posting @blog, and doing some PS paintbrush search . wish me luck. yea, rite. JOEE

Ahahahah !!! thank GOD ! all my work for this friday is acomplished ! it's done... i did it ! i didn't run away even though i got scared. my teacher is not amd at me and she asked about why am i being sick on the other day. and i just answered i got headache and stomachache. fufufu. i'm so happy but in the same time, sooo... confused. i wish u guys just close ur mouth and dont gossip me around. like some girls in my school dat can't stop talking about other's ppl live. now, today after a little drama practice with the 'pygmaleon and galathea' crew, after fitting for a super sexy constume back in level4, i went down to the libary and meet up with my friends. boys - and kak' amy. we talked and chat. i joked around with the security guard (haha),his name is Dede. and talked to a guy dat for now... i need to make rated it ; lets call him JECKY. haha ! nice name. he's not in my class, so we talked rarely. he's older but has the same height as me. whic

it's 10 more minutes... ten more minutes before i start going to my piano class. my stomach is grumbling now. and i hate it i hope i didn't run away again, as wot i do the other day. just wish me luck and pray for me. haha ! so dat my piano teacher wont be mad at me. comments please !

haha. well, today is friday. i'm gonna have my PIANO CLASS today. i wonder how it's gonna turns out. becoz' i havent went there for 3 weeks. which means, i can get a lot of practice from that 'abesent' days. but the thing is, i'm not really that coordinate. i can't manage my time that fine. haha. which means, i didn't practice dat much. there's still some things - some note that i can't play dat good. but anyway. as i was saying on the other day. today, i got bio quiz. and it's not that hard becoz ( dun tell anyone )... i got a little cheat from the other class. now, here's ars... she's been sitting here for a sec and now he' saying dat the bio test is hard. haha. here goes nothing... -----------++----------- JOE !! Ur so MEAN !!! IN englisH ?? u know...my english is not that good !!!!!! oh.....how bout both ?? Eng- Ind ?? OK ??? OK! !!!! HUEHUEHUEHUEHuhuehuehue... ok.....start from ......................what ?!!! ...actually

arrgggghhhh !!!!! i can't say this in english dat fuckin' good. but damn, yesterday was crazy !!! i tried to post a new 'post' at my blog. this blog. and u know wot, i can't. the computer kept telling me dat... THE BLOG U ARE FINDING IS NOT AVAILABLE. or some sort of thing like dat. " gue benci blog gue !!! knapa gak bisa di post kemaren ?? padahal kemaren itu ada kejadian penting, bowww !!!" which means... " damn, i hate this BLOG ! why can't i post yesterday ?? " SOOOOO... today, i got all crunked up. i got 3 test today. bahasa indonesia, chemistry and english. gosh !!!! i'm tired of thinking. i can do my english quite easily. so do bahasa. but CHEMISTRY... WAS A HELL OF A FRIGGIN' TEST !! it's hard. it's always been hard. i never been good at chemistry. theennnn, mr. ricky (he's in the same room with me rite now, flirting to the libarian), the IT teacher, recomended me to joined the binus univ. competition at designing

i've been reading this books. one, Eragon. and the other two is comics. Death note and Full Metal Alchemist. all of them are GREAT THINGS!! the stories are cool and unforgettable. one of the un-puttable things. once u read it. u can't stop for more. haha ! i'm addicted to Dragons in ERAGON, FMA, DN and...NARUTO !!! u really need to read all of them u can find it in book stores. but if u wanna get it for free, just check these websites out: FMA: www.readmanga.com DN: www.mangaviewer.com Naruto: www.narutokun.com boy... i'm a psyco ! why ? because i'm such a huge fan of Kakashi. a character from naruto. who is REALLY DAMN HOT !!! haha. and i want him 2b real. that's crazy, huh ? wanting for something that's nt gonna happen. yeah, whatever.

well, today's title really suit my mood. tomorrow is friday. and i ALWAYS HATE FRIDAYS. WITH ALL OF MY BLOODY HEART ! i hate friday coz on that day. 5 pm to be exact, i got my classic piano class. with my FUCKIN PIANO TEACHER! she keep yealling at me, be mad at me and not to forget PISSING ME OFF !!! URRGGHHH !!!! i keep telling my parents to get me out of dat cursed piano lesson, but they never do. and i hate them for that. not that i hate 'em like mad. but i just felt... FRUSTRATED. i've went to dat piano class for 4 years. with the same teacher. with the same feeling in my heart. frustration. despration. that depresed that i wished at my b'day candles dat i can quit my piano class. and go for jazz. HUH ! is dat so hard to do ?! NO. i dont think so. that frustrated dat i prayed to GOD so i can be dead on thursday, before my piano class. i know that ain't gonna happen. i don'twanna die anyway. i wanna live my youth days happily, without this whole PIAN