JOE IS DYING

hai... maaf ya gue harus tulis ini pake bahasa indonesia. karena there is no word in english that could describe what im feeling right at this moment. right now, i'm having a mild begining of flue. i got infected from my class mates who are all having flu as well (martin, meiling and ames). the thing is... IDUNG GUE SERASA PENUH UPIL !!!!!! arghhhhhhh sebel-sebel-sebel ! dan rasanya idung gue jadi super sensitif. wangi macam apapun akan tersangkut ke bulu-bulu hidung gue yang penuh upil. sedihnya, upil-upil ini membuat hidung gue terasa gatel setengah mampus. ingin rasanya berenang supaya upil-upil gue terbawa arus air. (hiy, jijik >__<) bayangin kalau ada om-om yang berenang di kolam berenang yg gue upilin... dan dibulu dadanya tersangkut upil-upil kecil gue yang berwana kunging keemasan. whew, wonder what that would felt like... joe

in indonesia, people are really familiar with both ordinary non-antibiotic medicines, antibiotics and herbal medicines. Herbal medicines in Indonesia are devided into two kinds; authentic indonesian herbs and chinese herbs. People believe that if they wanted safe, cheap and healthy medicines - you could try the chinese medicines. personally, i always believed in herbal medicines. not only that it is natural, it does not contain any chemicals as well. Their safetines is is quite guaranteed (as in, you could not eat any plants you can find if you do not know their use, since that could be terribly deadly). i remembered drinking a medicine called "Lou Han Kuo". it is some sort of a brown colored sweet minty flavor cube that of you put it in a glass of hot water, it will dissolve and the now brown water will be the best soar(or sore) throat medicine. My friend (Sesarina Prameswari and Liko Sabarani a.k.a Ames and Meiling) had told me about this medicine called "pei pa koa&qu

For years of living in a body of a petite, dark tan skinned, curly haired girl, i've found out that every person which belongs to the same star sign has similar characteristic. i'll start with my most astounding object of observation: the Gemini . its sign is a couple of identical twins. Geminians are those who are born under the planet of Mercury, which name is taken from the messenger god "Mercury". Being a very busy, fast moving and quick-witted God - Geminians took his dominant features and therefore become people who loves a busy world. Geminians are clever, they enjoy learning and loves to know random trivial knowledge. They love to do more than one things at once and therefore usually go caught up in too much things to juggle. They're known for being mischifous and their poise-ness made them looked too calm to care. They are free spirited (remembering their air sign) and usually are creative. Their twin sign symbolizes their two personality. Sometimes, gemi

Artaud is a man who both crazy, innovative, creative and intelligent at the same time. His idealism of creating a theater of cruelty which involves series of overflowing emotional scenes, is meant to change both character and audience by exposing them to vivid phantasmagoric things. In addition, it also challenged the audience's view of religion and idealism. Spurt of blood is one of Artaud's original script. Personally, i believe the play is ultimately confusing and camplicated. It took me one whole hour of thingking and re-thingking at 2.30 in the morning until 3.30. Some of the things that crossed my mind fully revolved around the character "Bawd" a.k.a the hooker, the bitch or the sex toy. the first question i oppose to my consciousness is "what is the change that happens in the play ?". To begin with, all artaud plays are about changes. changes in beliefs, religion and idealisms. My so-called interpertation will begin from the fisrt character to go on