JOE IS DYING

tomorrow is the retreat! though today i didn't get to do anything much, im still waiting for tomorrow (or rather, later today). YAY! YAY GOD YAY! ps: i found my bus pass. isn't god just fantastically amazing. thanks Daddy-o, for the laughs. i adore you :) i feel loved. can't wait father.

im not looking forward to the 5 days holidays, cuz i know i won't get my school works done. but i am looking forward to the retreat. god help me.

gue ngak suka poster gua. walaupun emang beda dari yg lain, gue suka kerjaan anak2 lain. yg bener2 simple tapi colorful. i like colors... hikx... hrs gmn supaya kesannya, poster gue bukan cuma gambar di kertas yg di scan. hmmm... i wonder. we'll find out.

haaa, cowo di depan gue lucu sekali. sayang, walau pernah ngobrol sekali dan sering kelas open studio bareng, gue gak ngerasa deket. ha3. oh well, doesn't that the way i am with other people? well, to bule(s), to be precise. ngak pernah merasa "teman" sama mereka. JAHAT NYA GUAAAA!!!! johanna, ganti perspektif mu! ps: johanna ud ganti major. motion design. WOOTSS! hopefully it is the right choice. can't wait to film something. brahahahagahagahaghagahhhh!

i completely forgot to bring the voucher for my type class. now i can't make my homework in class because of that. sebal.

painting, pencil (or pen, idk), and collage. inspired!

Despite everything, finding joy and peace in the midst of storm is a blessing in its own. What was a depressing challenge became a crescendo towards a long-awaited climatic stomata. It will come; the idea that will lead towards the victorious end (of this project). excuse the metaphors. god bless.

im stuck on web designing my portfolio. ugh. i am not happy with myself.

untuk pertama kalinya, gue ngak punya tugas yg bener2 due besok. that does not mean that i could chilax and forget about things. this is the time to run ahead! YEAH! --hopefully will make it, by grace alone. harhahrhar

awesome things found: 1. flying dreamers 2. monumental cuteness Skywalkers - Scion Art Basel 2006 from FriendsWithYou on Vimeo . i would post pictures, but blogger wouldn't let me. something is wrong with the system. huff.

what's so special about perspective? 1. it could lift your weight or adds it on your shoulder. 2. it could add time to your 24/7, or it could decrease it. 3. it could give you music to your break of dawn, or it could thunder your symphony. 4. it could tickle your butterfly on a rainy day, or it could kill the joke before it was set. what's your perspective? who or what are you're setting your eye on? how are you feeling when things gets rough? Do you see hope, as i just beginning to see it?

anak dibawah gue kayanya main bass. sampe lantai kamar gue geter2 tiap kali dia pake senar 1. yah, baguslah, gue jadi rada bangunan dikit.

berjuang melawan kantuk!

I was thinking of changing my major to Motion Design, today. I didn't manage to say it to my advisor (jon), just because i wasn't sure on this decision. Pros: 1. Motion is the next big thing. it already is 2. It's more of a challenge 3. I think with more motion induced thoughts, then still pictures. Cons: 1. I have to take the earlier classes again What i did today about it: 1. Still take viscom classes, but take digital motion classes; Final Cut/Premier/Flash.

how you start your day will affect the whole day. i started mine real bad today. 1. woken up by my alarm @ 1am, went back to sleep, though a drawing project was due that day. 2. woken up by my all night turned on radio at 7 something, went back to sleep. 3. woken up again at 8 something, went back to sleep, then wake up at 9 minus 15 minutes, thinking; im late. ugh. 4. went back to sleep after choosing to skip the drawing class (untuk kesekian kalinya... 3 or 4 times now) 5. bangun jam 10, baca alkitab 5 menit, terus ketiduran lagi 6. bagun jam 11 lewat, tidur lagi, bagun jam 12 kurang bbrp menit, bengong, sarapan, ganti baju, cabut skola. pathetic.