saya sedang kesal sekali dengan diri sendiri: 1. for not being able to hold my emotions toward one friend, where im supposed to show love and not irritation. i will try my best to kill the bad feelings i have toward dia. and learn to love people for who they are. i will ask myself "why love" and not "why can't i love" 2. losing my pecil case. i misplaced it somewhere. i hope its somewhere i can find, either by tonight or tomorrow. 3. my packaging missing something-i-dont-know sekarang, my heart just beats so hard, so full of irritation. it's funny how a night turned so bad just by the way i see things. bener katanya ko irwan, the only difference between what you see and what others see is the perspective. satu bisa bilang the cup is half full, and the others half empty. mine is half empty tonight. and im too tired to change that perspective for the time being. (despite my laughter at Big Bang's new comeback parody!)
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David's take on God's Commands
Psalms 19: 8 The precepts of the LORD are right, giving joy to the heart. The commands of the LORD are radiant, giving light to the eyes. You don't usually connect the word "precepts"or instruction or direction with "joy", or commands with "light to the eyes" or inspiration, drive, or enthusiasm. These aren't mere errors that King David - the poet, made. If he had known anything about God, these things that he was writing has got to be true. We usually connected "commands" with rules that robots have to do. 'your wish is my command' kind of thing. But, God's commands and precepts are different from the world's. They are inspiring, enthusiastic, joyful and peaceful. Because if you know God, and you've felt his Love and his never ending waves of Forgiveness that he gave, His commands are your wish . Not because you're a robot, but because the amount of love he gave to you made you unable to say no. when you lo...
Google-ing
so i was checking blogs from the awesome Reeder app for mac (still a beta version, give it a try!), and this designer blogger got featured at beautiful/decay without knowing it, and only to realize it after he googled his own name out of a whim. so he gave the idea to people to google their name, and see what came out. and so i did. i forgot about this. i'm still excited for it. :)
must we?
ust we pretend like we don't care about traditional culture, when all we see now is people who don't know where they came from? i met a new friend today at school. she loves kenya, and she loves elephant. she's a jazz vocal major. and she is awesome. what struck me was when she said "i don't consider myself an american," and right at that moment i knew we were gonna connect.we love the country we came from. and we would love to see more people, gaining knowledge and being educated overseas to come back to their home countries, add a sound, full of integrity culture to what now looked like a third world country with no hope, no gas for the race. we are that generation people.
Just watched the latest episode of Glee. Im glad it had a bit of football in it, kinda help me get through my disappointment of missing the packer's game last night. Im so fickin excited that they won! Right now im just marvelling at how cute Mark Sailing is, but other than that, life is still the same: homeworks, and occasional missed homeworks. On another tangent, i brought a bowl from home to eat oatmeal in school. Also with me is a mug for hot tea somewhere around lunch. Talking about lunch, it's 1.38 and class is in an hour. i need to grab some food! See y'all.
Movie to Watch
Bakalan nonton film ini buat essay kelas Hollywood and History. Seru ya shot listnya! Nonton trailernya , futura is all over, giving the overshadow of World War Two propaganda posters from Germany.
Update: shoot a band night
Just got home from shooting a friend's friend's band. They're pretty good, if i wasn't shooting from behind the drum and killed my right ear drum a bit. But hey, it was a fun show. The crowd was real close to them and they were enjoying the music! No complaints from me, just a Check These Guys out y'all! highlight of the show: their last song was sung by a fan, who was like "you want me to sing it??" and she got there and had the time of her youth!