JOE IS DYING

maybe i'll buy a map, to put on my wall, cause i really want to travel the world. now i just need to make solid plans about it. why travel? cause i want to see cultures! i'm not in for shopping, or pictures.. i want to see their architecture, i want to see the people, i want to eat their food, talk to people and love the world - cause we're all going out of here anyway, why not enjoy the honests things that was and is here.

Things to do before i Die: - go on mission trips - explore countries - go to a planetarium - camp to see stars - learn to snorkel and surf - get married and have kids Places i would love to visit: - back packing around europe: italy, venice, rome, france, england, netherlands - to explore culturally: israel, egypt, morocco, iran, mexico - to chill: spain, greece - to quiet down: forgotten beaches of indonesia, bunaken please please please god lemme visit all these places..! Excited for Hawaii in August :)

kepikiran something to do mungkin waktu saya akhirnya melakukannya rasa sakitnya baru hilang.. i never really got the chance to cry it out mungkin karena betapa jauhnya saya dari lokasi kejadian saya menunggu hari saya balik ke indo saya harap semuanya belum pergi saya ingin bertanya tentang hidup

blog ini adalah bentuk buku diary yang paling earth friendly. cuma pake listrik sama banyak cable power. ngak pake kertas, ngak pake yg laen2. saya ngak perlu membaca entry2 saya yang sebelumnya untuk mengambil kesimpulan bahwa saya belum blajar banyak. not in the places that i wish i would, specifically. contohnya, saya masih sering berharap sama hal yang saya yakin ngak mungkin. saat saya bilang ke diri saya sendiri "ngak mungkin, jo. ngak usah berharap." terus beneran kejadian seperti itu, saya agak sedih. you know, somewhere inside, i wish that i was wrong. but hey, it's reality. i shouldn't fill my head with hollywood stuff or korean stuff that gets me up in clouds. ok, my eyes are starting to hurt. i need some sleep. night. ps: watching arctic monkeys this august. so excited! and going to hawaii too with girlfriend. excitement!

baru ada yg kirim makanan kerumah. terimakasih, si bapak sangat baik sekali. seharian saya agak sulit memilih antara makan tuturuga atau makan pecel/gado2. akhirnya saya ke indocafe mesen tuturuga - karena dapet nasi. setelah kenyang terlupakanlah pecel yg dinantikan. tiba2 si boss bawa pecel ke rumah, nyambil lewat ke tempat cg-nya.. katanya. hehehe. terimakasih ya. hari ini saya pengen berenang. mungkin setelah nunggu rendering. yg pasti 2 projek video ini harus selesai. setelah itu, minggu depan masuk projek videonya m+c. saya bingung kapan saya bakal sempet bikin portfolio buat internship. OH WAIT, the sun is out!! maybe it's gonna stay there for a couple of minutes.. it's fading away as i write this. oh, seattle... you make me so mellow.