JOE IS DYING

Ci Ika sekarang lagi dirumah sakit..  Cervixnya udah dilate for 2cm, and she's still got 2 months to go if she wants to do a full 9 month term. Keeping her and Ko iman in my prayers. God, please keep Baby A and Baby B safe, growing and healthy in Ci Ika's womb until your best of time. I trust you Jesus. I've been here since 5pm now. The kids are having dinner at Honey Court. But since their cars are pretty filled up, I'm waiting at the hospy until 11. Really grateful that Eilene (the nurse) didn't kick me out. We've got 45 minutes to go - ish. Updates from le work place, I currently work at krs (nama tempat-nya gua singkat biar nga ke google for precautions). I made sure today that Rob and Randall remember that they can always delegate any kinds of work to me. I'm great at motion stuff, but if they need help with moodboarding and designing websites.. sure. Hope I don't disappoint. Again, this worrying part of me goes "eeks", but I gotta kno...

U kno, one of the best things about living in Seattle is that I get to stretch my heart and learn to love. Yes, yes, i know i havent reached the end of my stay here to bring 4 years into conclusion, but as the years have shown thus far, seattle is teaching me how to love and how to cherish those moments. Like how i spent my birthday today and how the people celebrate with me. Cakes in the morning with 4 of my favorite ladies, talks and laughs at 12am with the masmans and half of the yesler boys (sakaw and theo), chill time with cine after wok, trus small dinner eith my lovely cg and movies with the big downtown family. I mean, god, you bless me beyond my imagination! These people are the sweetest, funniest and cutest creatures out there. And i know, coming from Johanna those compliments sounded unreal, but it took 4 years to bring me to love that way. Ask me 3 years ago if my “friends” are that lovable, i could say i cant even fathom that. My prayer and my wish for my birthday ...