School: Coffee Wonder

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I don't believe in caffeine.
Or say, i did not believe in caffeine, until today.

I was in my sleepiest stage of all my one year in school, and i actually took a minute nap or so. I had to pinch my cheeks, poke my legs with pencil on and on again to no avail. An hour before class was through, i went and get myself some drip coffee. I was on my toes, super excited about HTML codes in no time.

Lesson learned: get coffee for night classes, go giddy.

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