i don't know. i really don't know. am i to be a designer, a third party helper for the first hand helper. feels like it. i wanna be in the zone. i want to help with my hands, not with the computer. but i don't know, i don't know. i surely don't want to waste my parents' money on changing my mind. i have to make this work and i will make money out of this first. please lemme break even, god.