There's just so much internal stuff going on these days.
I feel like I can't shut my head off from going "i can do it" to "this is the scariest shit i need to do for myself." If this is the beginning of flipping adulthood, I am hoping it gets better. Do you see where I'm going with this?

FML. as in, Freeze My Life. Just for, you know, like, 1 month, lemme figure this out quietly. aw crap.