JOE IS DYING

Ooy,,, howdy folks. the wiz musical play is about to start...in like... 2 days. oh GOSH. not that nervous...excited but also tired...coz' MY CORSET (costume) really HIT me in the ribs. killing me slowly. every time i take a pose. HIX !! okay... yesterday we got this run through with costumes and make ups. it's not that good in the first. but the 2nd run through was better. so... please make your way to JCC @ 25th of NOV. to watch the wiz @ 4pm. for reservation pls call BiNus High. wot's more, ya... i FELT GREAT becoz i dun have to think about piano. but tired on the same time coz i got sooo much things to do. and i kept getting home late. yesterday, i got an interview for the 2 weeks homestay @japan. WOOOHOOOOO !!!!! a step closer to Japan. i really wanted to go. so i made my best to anwer all the questions on the day itself. i end up making a loud volume voice. but it's ok. and... i got all the questions answered clearly with ENGLISH. i choose answering 'em in engl...

i'm getting better these days, dude. my mind is not ill anymore. so iguess u know wot i get... I GET OUTTA PIANO CLASS FOREVER ! forever out from YPM ! and... i get my japanese lessons, too. OH and... today i got called with Kak Imel (my piano teacher) and she asked me about the piano test. and i said...i'm not joining. she said i have to asked YPM about the procedure of stoping the lessons. and i said YES right away ! i'll call 'em ASAP! and... another good news that i THANK GOD SOOOOO MUUCH is that i done this japanese essay for 2 weeks homestay @ japan FREE from KUMON. and KUMON said that i'll be interviewed with the other ppl. soo...i hope i can pass it and go to JAPAN. it's always been my dream ! HOHOHOHO...wish me luck. i;m praying to pass. i really need to go there and meet ICHIGO (loh ??) so guys.. pray for me. i'm @ ART pathway rite now... so i got lotta ART things to do and research for... WISH ME LUCK one more time. KISS KISS KISS smoochies and ...

hi, y'all. i've been wondering around the internet. try to find some facts of matisse. y;all know him ? he's my first FAVOURITE ARTIST !!!! haha... at last i like one of them. i hate van gogh (the paintings is... scary), beckmann's paintings are also scary, modaglini's (what's his face again ??) paintings are soooo unreal. but matisse's are the greatest ! very modern, bright colours... LOVE IT !!! oh, good news is i dun go to my piano class anymore. and i dun care about it anymore. bad news is i need to memoriza my 'dont nobody bring me no bad news' song for THE WIZ musical play at JCC (jakarta COnvention Centre) at 25th of feb. ordinary news is... HAPPY VALENTINE and i... dun have any boyfriend. SO... it's a valentine for family and friends. not, lovers. oh, AND GOD ! 'happy valentine, JESUS. love U sooo... '. today we had this praise and worship service for christian back at school. a partor from IES (pastor steve) is speaking up front....

my head is soooo FUCKED UP ! okay, here's the thing. i'm so fucking frustrated that i cried every time i think about PIANO. i even can't breathe normaly. (sigh) my mom says dat i can STOP playing piano. stop my piano class. (thank GOD !) but i got 3 more weeks before the piano test and it's driving me crazy, wether to choose STOP RITE NOW and BE GONE FOREVER... or STOP AFTER THE TEST and the whole year wouldn't be a fucking waste. if i think abput it LOGICALLY i'll choose the 2nd choice. but if i think about me. my heart. my emotional brain, i'll choose number 1. coz i cant stand it ! i'm like a very frustrated person that can't even think about anything except that piano problem ! i'm so FUCKED UP !!!!!!!!!

i'm sooooo tired, guys. i woke up a 6am...i'm so late (school). pondok indah's traffic is like DAMN ! yesterday i slept at 3 after finishing my... japan essay. i hope i get in to that homestay. i've been staying up late to finished em two. and it's sooo tyring that i have to keep my eyes open all day long when i really wanted to go get sum sleep. right now, i'm in multiplus doing my business becoz my laptop is a piece of junk(not really though. it can't open internet and can't print out documents.). so yeah, that's a junk i say. this multiplus dun have any microsoft word and handling the open office makes me MAD !so...i'm officially sleepy and tired. u can see that im tired from wot i write. it's like... it dun make sense. i get my grammar so bad when i got sleepy, like rite now. oh, i'm in love wiv the wiz bcoz it's performance is getting nearer and at least we done some imrovement. so i'm relieved. we get together to practice. a...

people, i just broke my own record in year 2006. 3am is my latest bed time. for real. and it's not becoz i read or do something for my novel, like back in 2005 where i slept @ 5am. for ur info, i do my japan essay writting for the Kumon HomeStay for 2 weeks. i haven't done the other one which is 'future of asia'. soooo, i really need to do it quick ! i supposed to hand it out today. but, i asked my mom to daly it for me. i dun know, for tomorrow i guess. anyways, i'm so inlove with Sandy's new song, Sabtu Minggu. although i dun really love the lyrics. but the sound of 'em going through my head and last sunday i woke up with that song. and i felt like, YEAH i'm ready for the day. next song is 'so sick'. the one with great great great lyrics... so sick of love song. so tired of tears... haha ! great one !!! RITE NOW: Mr. Matthew is not inside the class, teaching. he's somewhere out there. so i took the liberties to do my blog. LOL. xxx, JOe