JOE IS DYING

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i just reviewed a work by Richard Hamilton of 'what is it that makes today's home so different, so appealing ?' at school today. it pops. you know what i mean. According to Wikipedia.com, this 10 1/4 x 9 3/4 collage, is a mirror to what happens at home; a secure and private place. TOday's home was filled with popular - mass produced - gadgets. back in the 1956, it may be that black record player or the square thick television or maybe that red thong. But however the popular gadgets turns to some newly made- high tech items, these stuff would always take over our homes. A concerete example is how my drama class would only run smoothly if the whole class are understanding and speaking the same TV shows, the new movies, the new artists, the characters in a movie that we can peg our drama characters on, the stupid things that Paris had done over the few weeks and more. It is soooo irritating for a girl like me - that could only survive studying without any TV (you know my s...

man, im so tired... i've been sleepin real late these days. i got this 'Event Organizer' thingy that make me work day and night. the thing is, i LOVE it ! it's like... to do this, i gotta be really-really tired. but i know that once this thing had finished, it all gonna be LOVELY. it's not the matter of pride, but the feeling of doing it. and maybe i'm gonna laugh it all off to be add on my tired list, i am really dissapointed in Portugal and Brazil and Ghana, for not winning the world cup ! man !! who am i gonna choose Italy or France. i'm gonna go for Italy. france are too proud of themself. happy for beatin' up brazil from the last worldcup till now ? Na'ah, Italy... i hope u gonna do the payback ! PLEASE. WELL, back to the first topic. tomorrow is THE orientation day. the 3 days i've been planning for the last 6months or more. well, yes i'm tired but there will be 3 days of FINISHING that tiredness into something that i guarantee that i w...

i'm repenting. back to my good side--right path and back to JESUS. haha...well, right now... i'm admiring RENT. the best musical movie i've ever seen. although the homoandlesbians thingy is kindda... *sigh* i dunno... NOT (sorry, if u're not agreed). Hmmm... the other thing is...u'd be bored coz i've been saying this things since... THOUSANDS of year ago... i'm re-doing my novel. haha. that's why it aint finished till now...HIXXX...!!! well wish me luck. OH BY THE WAY, i got B for my art subject. not the best i can (i want an A...but...maybe my teacher wouldn't agree, huh?), but it's one of the high mark in my class. HAHA... JOOOEEEE

i'm sorry, had to break it up in indo. gue mau matiii !!! essay drama ini bikin hidup gue memusingkan ! berapa lama harus gue bikin essay on hippolyta (the queen of the amazon). dasar clerance....menyebalkan !!!! kenapa harus bikin ttg karakter gue. susah bgt !!! gue pusing mau nulis apa ??!!! dan gue nggak bisa fokus !!! adiooohh !!! gimana klo gak selesai besok. BISA MATIIII !!!! mana essay sosiolgi juga blum selesai. AH ! tau, dah ! xxx, joe RIP

lovely news coming... THE SCHOOL"S gonna buy me a new phone !! eheheheh... so happy(thank God) and they'll pay me back my money ! yey !! so happya nd relieved. but again... there's still much to do back at 11 art. drama essays and character monologue as Hippolyta really freaking me out. i need to do them ASAP !! Next one Visual Art projects...then tons and tons of test. that's why i need a great deal of sleep. i'm so tired to go to the warnet. on and on and on again because my internet are off againa and i still need to do some typings and my mom bring the laptop. so i'm totally tired. hope i can go to sleep. but i have things to do tomorrow: 1. Visual Art Projc. 2. Sociology test 3. History test 4. IT homework 5. Japanese class Oh God... help me. i need sleep ! xxx, JOE [innamoratti]

Java Jazz,,,great one. i cant believe i goto that place. it's a totally awsome thing. there's a lot of jazz musicians coming there yesterday to performed. i watched JDS (jakarta drum school), my friend, MIRA, are one of the rebana players. andi also watched Ello(indo singer), Incognito, Sova and jazz community from indonesia. there's a los this one guitarist who played gypsies songs, that i forgot their name. but it's lovely. but there's one thing that i hate about java jazz, it's a smoking place. ppl are smoking all over the place that i cant breathe normally. I HATE IT !!!! outside of that it's cool. Oh, one more thing. regarding the food, MONOPOLY !!!we can't bring drinks and foods insice. so we have to buy some inside if we gonna stay up late. do ya know how much the mineral water bottle cost...RP.10,000 !usually it's only 1,000 !!! they are a bunch of ppl who loves ciggarettes and money. hix...but it's actually a great festival. i like it. o...

Ooy,,, howdy folks. the wiz musical play is about to start...in like... 2 days. oh GOSH. not that nervous...excited but also tired...coz' MY CORSET (costume) really HIT me in the ribs. killing me slowly. every time i take a pose. HIX !! okay... yesterday we got this run through with costumes and make ups. it's not that good in the first. but the 2nd run through was better. so... please make your way to JCC @ 25th of NOV. to watch the wiz @ 4pm. for reservation pls call BiNus High. wot's more, ya... i FELT GREAT becoz i dun have to think about piano. but tired on the same time coz i got sooo much things to do. and i kept getting home late. yesterday, i got an interview for the 2 weeks homestay @japan. WOOOHOOOOO !!!!! a step closer to Japan. i really wanted to go. so i made my best to anwer all the questions on the day itself. i end up making a loud volume voice. but it's ok. and... i got all the questions answered clearly with ENGLISH. i choose answering 'em in engl...

i'm getting better these days, dude. my mind is not ill anymore. so iguess u know wot i get... I GET OUTTA PIANO CLASS FOREVER ! forever out from YPM ! and... i get my japanese lessons, too. OH and... today i got called with Kak Imel (my piano teacher) and she asked me about the piano test. and i said...i'm not joining. she said i have to asked YPM about the procedure of stoping the lessons. and i said YES right away ! i'll call 'em ASAP! and... another good news that i THANK GOD SOOOOO MUUCH is that i done this japanese essay for 2 weeks homestay @ japan FREE from KUMON. and KUMON said that i'll be interviewed with the other ppl. soo...i hope i can pass it and go to JAPAN. it's always been my dream ! HOHOHOHO...wish me luck. i;m praying to pass. i really need to go there and meet ICHIGO (loh ??) so guys.. pray for me. i'm @ ART pathway rite now... so i got lotta ART things to do and research for... WISH ME LUCK one more time. KISS KISS KISS smoochies and ...

hi, y'all. i've been wondering around the internet. try to find some facts of matisse. y;all know him ? he's my first FAVOURITE ARTIST !!!! haha... at last i like one of them. i hate van gogh (the paintings is... scary), beckmann's paintings are also scary, modaglini's (what's his face again ??) paintings are soooo unreal. but matisse's are the greatest ! very modern, bright colours... LOVE IT !!! oh, good news is i dun go to my piano class anymore. and i dun care about it anymore. bad news is i need to memoriza my 'dont nobody bring me no bad news' song for THE WIZ musical play at JCC (jakarta COnvention Centre) at 25th of feb. ordinary news is... HAPPY VALENTINE and i... dun have any boyfriend. SO... it's a valentine for family and friends. not, lovers. oh, AND GOD ! 'happy valentine, JESUS. love U sooo... '. today we had this praise and worship service for christian back at school. a partor from IES (pastor steve) is speaking up front....

my head is soooo FUCKED UP ! okay, here's the thing. i'm so fucking frustrated that i cried every time i think about PIANO. i even can't breathe normaly. (sigh) my mom says dat i can STOP playing piano. stop my piano class. (thank GOD !) but i got 3 more weeks before the piano test and it's driving me crazy, wether to choose STOP RITE NOW and BE GONE FOREVER... or STOP AFTER THE TEST and the whole year wouldn't be a fucking waste. if i think abput it LOGICALLY i'll choose the 2nd choice. but if i think about me. my heart. my emotional brain, i'll choose number 1. coz i cant stand it ! i'm like a very frustrated person that can't even think about anything except that piano problem ! i'm so FUCKED UP !!!!!!!!!

i'm sooooo tired, guys. i woke up a 6am...i'm so late (school). pondok indah's traffic is like DAMN ! yesterday i slept at 3 after finishing my... japan essay. i hope i get in to that homestay. i've been staying up late to finished em two. and it's sooo tyring that i have to keep my eyes open all day long when i really wanted to go get sum sleep. right now, i'm in multiplus doing my business becoz my laptop is a piece of junk(not really though. it can't open internet and can't print out documents.). so yeah, that's a junk i say. this multiplus dun have any microsoft word and handling the open office makes me MAD !so...i'm officially sleepy and tired. u can see that im tired from wot i write. it's like... it dun make sense. i get my grammar so bad when i got sleepy, like rite now. oh, i'm in love wiv the wiz bcoz it's performance is getting nearer and at least we done some imrovement. so i'm relieved. we get together to practice. a...

people, i just broke my own record in year 2006. 3am is my latest bed time. for real. and it's not becoz i read or do something for my novel, like back in 2005 where i slept @ 5am. for ur info, i do my japan essay writting for the Kumon HomeStay for 2 weeks. i haven't done the other one which is 'future of asia'. soooo, i really need to do it quick ! i supposed to hand it out today. but, i asked my mom to daly it for me. i dun know, for tomorrow i guess. anyways, i'm so inlove with Sandy's new song, Sabtu Minggu. although i dun really love the lyrics. but the sound of 'em going through my head and last sunday i woke up with that song. and i felt like, YEAH i'm ready for the day. next song is 'so sick'. the one with great great great lyrics... so sick of love song. so tired of tears... haha ! great one !!! RITE NOW: Mr. Matthew is not inside the class, teaching. he's somewhere out there. so i took the liberties to do my blog. LOL. xxx, JOe

Hoooiii !!! happy chinese new year, babe ! it's monday and my school don't give away long weekend like the other schools. we're here, today @ monday where it's supposed to be holiday. and the bad thing is... only 3 ppl from art class is coming. there's me (stupidly coming), kartini and martin. the more bad thing is... we got our drama class today. and it'll be sucks to had 3 kids on a big activity of drama.SUCK SUCK SUCK i tell, ya ! i hope i'm not coming today. my mom says that i could sleep back @ home... but my dad say 'no'. so i decided to do as wot my dad says. he's the head of the family, anyways. but anyways, me and my family decided to watched DELIRIOUS?'s concert !!! WHOOPEYDOO ! 50.000 rupiah for festival. hahah ! it's a cool one i bet. jumping and singin ... praising God. it'll be an experience. so, i'll see ya later. much-much later coz i haven't repaired my internetyet. it's still jammed. FUCK ! and... i got a...

the libary is soooo damn ON TIME ! it's closing rite now. the thing is, i'm just starting to do the damn thing ! i dun know why, the libary is closing @ 3.30. when the high school guys just came out (which is me...). so, i hate to brake it but... i kinda HATE THIS LIBARY ! why do ya have to close ??!!!! the only time i could read book and opening the internet is when the school's over. HUH ! hate it, sooo bad. KUTSO (the new jap vocab i've leaned. it means damn. i dunno how to rite it correctly. but that's wot i hear.)

it's been a while since i wrote this thing again. haha. miss ya, my 'yea rite' blog! so, as a great things yet to come from this post, i'll begin with a 'merry chritmas and a happy new year' greetings. today, i got to IT room again. but not the same one, like last year. it's the 3rd room at the C building, near the stair way, infront the Art Room. talking about Art Room, i'm joining the ART PATHWAY !!!! Yahoo !! been 2 week. and there's a lot of homework to do... with great creativity at doing the projects. not that boring coz i love it, haha ! yeah, and... tomorrow i'll start having a jap. class at inlingua ! it's the DAY I"VE BEEN WAITING FOR~~~ so happy. with 4other ppl. and i hope i'll get a guy at that class. the man to see. and cute enuf to look at. it's so boring at the art class, coz we aint got no guy. except for martinus (the nu guy from gandhi). and this class... is so damn loud. hixhix. doesn't mean that i hate lo...

i got sick. damn sick. it's like hangin in a place which is HOT. but i'm COLD inside. get the feeling ? i got a fever. and it's like 39 degrees. my eyes are all watery and i dun want to eat any. ha! poor me-poor me (--_--). the sickness last for two days. the first SICK DAY is on Saturday Night, after i watched a movie with Lilo and Ars. Just Like Heaven. and my life after dat, is Just Like Hell. then, on monday till thursday... i get a total bed rest. i sweat like mad...coz Jakarta is soooo freaking Hot. and it's not hot like... miami or somethin. it's hot like damn sahara. hiks. so if anybody know how to stop this flue. u are more than welcome to tell me. btw, i got a bad soar throat. so... anybody knows how to stop this soar ?? i cant even sing... yea rite, joe

damn shit !!! well, the thing wiv me... is dat guys dat (u know) had always been those disgusting figures ! and i'm like... DAMN !! i got this guy dat makes me like... FREAKED OUT. coz he never stops chcking me out. LIKE DAMN !!!!!!!! u know dat i hate him. i'm soooo fucking dperesed. i hate him so. he can't stop barging me off. and i can't handle it. it's controlling my mind, body and soul. so im ma kill him. once and for all. HAHAHAH (evil laugh ^^) YEEEEAAAAA RITE ! joe

waaazzzz up ppl ?? i'm back at school once again and i'm 'hanging out' in the libary (haha... remember the previous post... i'm not thinking obout it again, dude ! but i got a new prob. later i'll tell u. so many ppl here, and i;m not gonna post it rite now.), doing an economy project with Dita. haha. these girls, beside me, are talking about the exorcism of emily. i'm not in the mood of watching movies. coz i just borrowed 2 dvds from DITA !!! haha... mau nonton, jack !! it's u got served & raise ur voice. yearite !! joeeeeeee

my internet jammed. so i had to go to the it room to post all these. haha i'm just telling ya guys, dat i'm in the middle of making my newest-first novel. cheers ! hip-hip-huraay !!! haha.need to listen to mr.tommy (my it teacher) yea rite joooeeee